||[Mar. 16th, 2005|11:15 pm]
sorry if this does not make since at all......
Well, I decided I was going update my Journal thing, about my winter quater, my life is going pretty good, lots of things happend that I wish never happend but, life goes on, I met lots of guys, which is kewl, I got a job at a coffee place, but then I quit, LOL, I am now looking for a new job, Which sucks hella, I am at my friends place typeing this so its hard to say what I really want too say, I have learned so much in the last quarter, about my friends and about my new friends, some time I wonder about who my real friends our, but I think I have finally got it down, maybe one day I will meet someone who I can real trust, and that can trust me back, its so hard to find that special person to do that, becouse they may turn on you.
Listening to another person talk in another world is sooo cool, it just makes me laugh, becouse I wish I knew what they were saying,
spring break is comming up, I hope to do something fun, but we shall see, I want to go somewhere get away from the world but you have too have money for that, DARN, LOL
Heather is comming too town, well seattle, I hope I can see her when she there, but, it may not happen,
I have finally noticed that life can take you in so many differnt ways, you may think one thing but do another and thats hard, I really want to get drunk, lol, but I am not 21, maybe one day,
I feel like crap today, I wish I was not sick, but I am so it sucks, but, I am feeling alittle better, man I am looking at this emety beer bottle I wish I had something.... LOL
I know I am going on and on and saying nothing good but thats what I feel like doing, nothing better to do, so if someone actally read this then I hope ur not too board,
Ok ganna go later